February 2013
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kerkers2you:
I’m just slowly giving up. There’s no point in trying if it’s not even worth it anymore. I’m done. If you want me in your life, put me in it. I won’t fight it any longer. Tired of trying.
December 2012
9 posts
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Your presence makes me too happy so please just stay as far away from me as possible. I don’t want to fall for you again. I can smile and say we can be friends, but I know somewhere along the way, I’m gonna mess it up again.
“What am I to you?”
That question’s been on my mind for about 2 years now. For most days, we were strangers. For some days, we were friends. And yet other days, I feel like there’s something more but I can’t tell. The one thing that’s for sure is that you’ve always been important to me. Out of a crowd, you’re still the first person I notice. On a...
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Been crushing on him for 3 months now, but I’m pretty much still at the same place I was back then. Finally talked to him for the first time, but it doesn’t mean anything -__- I’m really just getting my hopes up for nothing. So many other girls like him, plus he’s friends with like the prettiest girls. I just don’t think I’m up for it.
I don’t know if you’re laughable or plain pitiful.
I'm just one of your faded memories.
I need to quit this habit of backing out before even trying.
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November 2012
12 posts
We finally started talking again on good terms, without any awkwardness.
Then people just had to get the wrong idea, so now it’s just about 10 times more awkward than it was before .___.
I think I’ve turned into a much more angry person lately. I don’t know if it’s cause of all this stress that’s changing me, but I’ve just been bitching about thing after thing. I haven’t exactly been tolerant either. Been yelling at my friends instead of holding back like I usually do.
Idk what’s going on with me.
Found out two girls I know are obsessing over my crush too. Lol.
Why.
That feeling you get when you know it's not the...
Lol please don’t think our lives still revolve around you in any way. You’re not even a topic of conversation anymore, yet you still think we’re caught up about it? The fact that you’re assuming things that aren’t even there, lol trust me, we’ve had enough of that. Please just don’t assume we’re always talking about you or looking at you. We’ve...
I used to spend a lot of my time being depressed over the past. But now I’m beginning to realize that sometimes, you lose certain friends in order to gain better friends. Realizing this is keeping me moving forward instead of looking back.
October 2012
10 posts
I wanted to warn you about her. The only problem I had was that even though we’re good friends now, we’re still technically exes. I didn’t wanna warn you about her and make myself look like “a jealous ex.” But I guess it’s time to be honest.
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Aside from the stress at home and from school, I like my sophomore year so far. I’ve been able to meet new people, get closer to a lot of people, and we’ve all been having some pretty good times. Things have been pretty busy lately and I barely have time to just sit around and do nothing. But I guess it’s a good thing. This is what it feels like to have a life. LOL
unknown-one:
I never got over you…
My parents don’t even know the real me. They...
Before you got all that attention from girls, you were this gullible, yet innocent and sweet guy. I don’t think you have a single clue that almost everything about you is changing. You’re slowly becoming a really big douche.
A lot of times I’m starting to find myself admiring/envying those girls with so much confidence to talk to the person they like. I used to have the nerve to take a chance and go for things, but not anymore. Past failures eventually made me believe temporary happiness isn’t worth the pain left behind in the end. I don’t know where my confidence went anymore. I used to be the one...
September 2012
32 posts
It's scary to find someone that makes you happy,
You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that...
I just imagine that sometime in the future when we run into each other again, I’ll also have someone else by my side. And I’ll show you how well I moved on and how happy I am.
“I wanted to tell you everything. Maybe if I’d been able to, we could have lived...”
– Anonymous (via mahalkitax3)
I know it probably meant nothing but I can’t but wonder how D.C. knew my name and why he bothered to say hi to me unexpectedly the other day. Like did someone tell you about me or did you happen to recognize me from fb LOL
You didn’t kill me, You made me stronger.
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I wish I was strong enough to say I’ve been so much happier since you left. But I can’t. You still have an effect on me, even though you’re long gone and you’ve moved on to other people. I still feel a mix of hatred and hurt when I have to deal with seeing you happy with someone else on my dash or news feed. It makes me want to block you so I don’t have to see any of...
How can one little thing trigger so many memories?
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Less friends, less expectations, less worries,...
I find you extremely attractive but still debating because you look way too old for me even though we’re the same age LOL
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You don’t know how thankful I am every time we talk things out together. Like really talk things out, in all honesty. Without holding back. It’s a lot better than seeing you make indirect posts and make me have to assume I did something wrong. After everything we’ve been through together, I want you to stick around for a long time. We may annoy each other sometimes, but...
“Life is to be enjoyed, not endured.”
– Gordon B. Hinckley (via kari-shma)
